Tag Archives: OUR CHILDREN

Once we are Aware, there is no going back

11 Sep

MY HEAD IS SO FULL OF QUESTIONS, ANSWERS AND HURT FOR ALL WHO ARE SUFFERING

I never thought i would say i feel speechless.

I do Today as i feel the internet slip away from our desperate clutches..

With sunken heart soul and

THE KNOTTED GUT.

I feel deeply let down that we have such power but continue

To see politicians, bankers etc.

LIKE GROUNDHOG DAY.

We are just circulating news just like the evil media..

Forgetting how the media have lied and misled us.

After sleeping, hiding for days to block out

THE GUT CHURNING.

Hiding from Me.

I know when i have a problem the only person i can Change,

IS JANICE.

I am reluctant to let go of the Global United Revolution

I HAVE BEEN IMAGINING FOR THREE YEARS..

LOVE, PEACE AND UNITY

GLOBALLY..

I feel it’s like going back the way.

BUT IT’S NOT.

It’s removing myself from a place i am no longer Happy.

IT IS ACCEPTANCE THAT PEOPLE

DON’T SEE WHAT I SEE.

OR

THEY ARE JUST NOT READY.

SO

JUST FOR TODAY I WILL

CHANGE MY DIRECTION.

SORRY

I’M CONFUSED.COM

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THE DARKEST DAY OF MY LIFE..OUR SYSTEMS ARE NOT MEANT TO HELP OUR CHILDREN

13 Jun

I don’t post this for a sympathy vote or any other self seeking
venture..I post this to make people aware that we have an epidemic
world wide with our children just going and killing their selves because there is no help..Look at all these cards..

These were in Christophers pocket the day he hung himself at work in his tea break..Our systems offer no help to our young..

WE MUST HAVE MORE TO OFFER OUR CHILDREN WHEN THEY ARE CRYING OUT FOR HELP..IT WAS’NT THAT CHRIS WAS NOT TALKING TO ANYONE..I HAD FRIENDS ROUND HIM ALL THE TIME AND HE WAS TALKING..HE HAD FRIENDS HE WAS SPEAKING TO..HE HAD STARTED TRAINING TO BE A LANDSCAPE GARDENER FELLING TREES.ALL HIS TOOLS WERE IN THE CELLAR…WHEN HIS WORK STARTED TO MESS HIM AROUND HE LOOKED AHEAD AND HAD A PLAN…

THE ONLY THING THATS MISSING HERE IS A SCRUMPLED UP PRESCRIPTION FOR 25 PARACETAMOL..AND HIS LIST FOR THE BOYS SANDWICHES THAT MORNING..HIS WORLK WERE IN MOURNING FOR THE LOSS OF A GREAT FREIND AND FAITHFUL WORKER..

FOR YOUR CHILDREN AND ALLCHILDREN PLEASE LET’S START LOOKING INTO OUR SYSTEMS FAILURE TO HELP OUR CHILDREN.

CHRIS WAS 23 YEARS OLD..AND A BEAUTIFUL BOY..HE HAD A BIG ALCOHOL PROBLEM JUST LIKE ME..I AM SOBER 22 YEARS.
SO ANY BAD THAT CHRIS DID I KNEW WAS THE OLD DEAMON ALCOHOL..NOT CHRISTOPHER..

HE WORKED ALL THE TIME..WHEN HE GOT PAID OFF ONCE HE COMBED THE INDUSTRIAL ESTATES FOR 3 MONTHS, NOT SIGNING ON BECAUSE HE COULD NOT GIVE MY ADDRESS AND HE COULD NOT LIE..

HIS END WAS A BIG BIN WHICH HE WAS SEEN LIFTING ON CCTV WHEN THEY WERE ALL HAVING A SMOKE AT TEA BREAK.. HE GOT BARRED WIRE AND JUMPED FROM A TREE..

HE DID NOT WANT TO BE A PART OF THIS WORLD…

I HAVE MY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES AND I HAD QUALITY TIME…WE NEVER KNOW WHATS IN FRONT OF US..

CHERISH THE ONES YOU LOVE AND BE THEIR FRIEND…