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THE DARKEST DAY OF MY LIFE..OUR SYSTEMS ARE NOT MEANT TO HELP OUR CHILDREN

13 Jun

I don’t post this for a sympathy vote or any other self seeking
venture..I post this to make people aware that we have an epidemic
world wide with our children just going and killing their selves because there is no help..Look at all these cards..

These were in Christophers pocket the day he hung himself at work in his tea break..Our systems offer no help to our young..

WE MUST HAVE MORE TO OFFER OUR CHILDREN WHEN THEY ARE CRYING OUT FOR HELP..IT WAS’NT THAT CHRIS WAS NOT TALKING TO ANYONE..I HAD FRIENDS ROUND HIM ALL THE TIME AND HE WAS TALKING..HE HAD FRIENDS HE WAS SPEAKING TO..HE HAD STARTED TRAINING TO BE A LANDSCAPE GARDENER FELLING TREES.ALL HIS TOOLS WERE IN THE CELLAR…WHEN HIS WORK STARTED TO MESS HIM AROUND HE LOOKED AHEAD AND HAD A PLAN…

THE ONLY THING THATS MISSING HERE IS A SCRUMPLED UP PRESCRIPTION FOR 25 PARACETAMOL..AND HIS LIST FOR THE BOYS SANDWICHES THAT MORNING..HIS WORLK WERE IN MOURNING FOR THE LOSS OF A GREAT FREIND AND FAITHFUL WORKER..

FOR YOUR CHILDREN AND ALLCHILDREN PLEASE LET’S START LOOKING INTO OUR SYSTEMS FAILURE TO HELP OUR CHILDREN.

CHRIS WAS 23 YEARS OLD..AND A BEAUTIFUL BOY..HE HAD A BIG ALCOHOL PROBLEM JUST LIKE ME..I AM SOBER 22 YEARS.
SO ANY BAD THAT CHRIS DID I KNEW WAS THE OLD DEAMON ALCOHOL..NOT CHRISTOPHER..

HE WORKED ALL THE TIME..WHEN HE GOT PAID OFF ONCE HE COMBED THE INDUSTRIAL ESTATES FOR 3 MONTHS, NOT SIGNING ON BECAUSE HE COULD NOT GIVE MY ADDRESS AND HE COULD NOT LIE..

HIS END WAS A BIG BIN WHICH HE WAS SEEN LIFTING ON CCTV WHEN THEY WERE ALL HAVING A SMOKE AT TEA BREAK.. HE GOT BARRED WIRE AND JUMPED FROM A TREE..

HE DID NOT WANT TO BE A PART OF THIS WORLD…

I HAVE MY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES AND I HAD QUALITY TIME…WE NEVER KNOW WHATS IN FRONT OF US..

CHERISH THE ONES YOU LOVE AND BE THEIR FRIEND…

My Diary

29 May

A little from my diary!!

What a shame it is left to humans to decide on the future of our world! If it was up to any other species we would all thriving! I just cry when i see a well kept cow. pig, sheep, chicken, all species, then think of them in a pen with no space, no love, not allowed to feed or be with their babies.. I see it as there are us, Activists, the elite, the elite will be judged one day, then there are those who know and kid on they don’t and continue trying to fit in..

They are the ones who are wiping us out and letting the world suffer in their silence. These people are not uneducated or handicapped in any way..They are more bothered about the make of their trainers than what poisons and toxins they feed their children.. What has gone wrong with them i don’t know. I have always been a private weeper that has to do this because i have to mourn for all the pain i feel through others. Crying is a release valve, a human emotion that we must not bottle up or stress comes out in other ways..

When my Mum passed away unexpected when i was 24. My little life went to shreds..I never just lost my Mum i lost my best friend that i just adored..I had no religious beliefs as we were brought up atheists. When anyone said ”Don’t worry your Mum is watching over you” my God i was terrified…..

I kept on having panik attacks thinking i was having heart attacks. When i found Mum she was not dead but was gasping for breathe and her body was having a reaction and kept sitting up and down, a little like the exorcist..I screamed my head off and ran out of the house. Later i felt so guilty for leaving my best friend on her own..

28 years later and a lot of soul searching, analyzing and acceptance..Accepting life on lives terms and learning to like, then love Janice., Not constantly living in what could have been..We learn then how to deal with the next blow through our own experiences becoming stronger and more spiritual..Happy with how we are, not how we would like to be…

I am 22 year in recovery from chronic alcoholism One Day At A Time. Note, not recovered. I will always be an alcoholic, i was born like this..I believe for me it is an illness. I don’t fear the dead today. I accept them living spiritually around me..I get comfort from the spiritual world and my beautiful memories.I know i have Angels walk with me.. Only the body leaves us and we grieve for our loss but they are always going to be around..

We have our beautiful minds once we heal from the trauma. It is choice whether we learn to get stronger through experiences and become more in touch with our mental and spiritual side and less obsession about the vessel, the body..It is temporary!!

Nourish what you are…
Don’t seek!!
Look with in..
Your soul needs nourishing too.

When you are happy with yourself it shines through,,
You are complete..

Your beautiful spirit and soul shines through………..

That is why i cry secretly..

So i don’t distort my my three fold self,,,Image

FACEBOOK

28 May

WAS FACEBOOK A CIA #OP

veganfromtheheart

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Its taken months really to fully absorb the effect of Facebook being rendered absolutely useless as a tool for activism.

First of all, Facebook was some kind of miracle, some radically hopeful freedom, like some careless slave owner left the door to the cage open and the truth and people speaking it flooded out finally released from their age old bondage.

It felt so hopeful. Like finally the truth had a place it could emerge and transform the dominant cultural paradigm of brainwashed, selfish, violent, apathetic consumers.

I watched as the Facebook of old enabled pages to grow naturally according to the interest they generated, as my community page speaking the truth about the animals, other community pages speaking the truth about political corruption, grew like proverbial wildfire.

We all grew up in a world where rarely did anyone find a platform to reach a wider audience than our immediate…

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SELFISHNESS

28 May

AVEMARIA
Where is the justice in this world.
The Wicked make so much noise Mother,
The ritchIous stay oddly still.
With no wisdom all of the richies in the world,
LEAVE US POOR TONIGHT.
STRENGTH IS NOT WITHOUT HUMILITY.
I’TS WEAKNESS AN UNTREATABLE DISEASE,
AND WAR IS ALWAYS >> THE CHOICE >.
OF THE CHOSEN >>
WHO WILL ”NOT” HAVE TO FIGHT
AVEMARIA
http://youtu.be/1nizM7a9wlI

veganfromtheheart

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Wrote a post this morning about the freedom we briefly had with Facebook as a platform for information sharing and tool for social activism. How it was like a careless slave owner left the gate open and for a short time we experienced truth flooding out and social change rapidly beginning to take place. Before they stopped it.

In a conversation below this post someone reminded me that Facebook is now one of the most convenient ways for the evil elite to use to surveil our every thought, word and move. This made me consider that actually, slave owners are rarely careless… all they care about is control. Possibly they just gave us that momentary freedom, so they could enslave us all the more thoroughly through monitoring our every word at a later date.

Anger naturally arose towards these psychopaths in control of us, who have used for millennia first…

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Price of a human soul

28 May

THE MOST ABUSED MOTHER ON EARTH – THE SACRED COW

veganfromtheheart

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Have you noticed how childish non vegans are? Any non vegans out there… just listen to yourselves… you’re like playground bullies… its like Lord of the Flies. You are being as beastly, evil and spiritually childish as you could possibly be. All of you.

Talk about spit your dummy out!

‘Don’t want to stop ! Don’t care about the animals ! Don’t care what horrific torture and mutilation they went through ! Don’t care about the billion starving people! Don’t care about the earth is gonna die ! Don’t care ! Don’t care ! Don’t care ! I want what I want when I want it and I’m gonna get it ! Fuck you ! Fuck the animals ! I’ll mock and jeer and sneer and bully and jibe you for caring, for mentioning it… I’ll deny, lie, twist everything you say and come out with the most evil, empty…

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The grain of sand that makes the pearl

28 May

LIKE THE SEED

aisha north

Dear friends!

So much has started to sprout here these last 24 hours or so, and much of it was started by Philip and Bixie and what you shared around the topic Philip calls the “Infinite Silence”. This has triggered so much in many of us, so thank you for setting off this shower of sparks, and thank you to everyone who has added their insights to this!

I was woken up at around 2:30 this morning and guided to go into meditation again, and I set my intention to enter this “Infinite Silence”, and just like the night before, I chose to do it while connecting even deeper to this Pond like the CCs suggested we do in their previous message to us. As I connected to the energies, I was hoping for another experience similar to the one Philip describes, that blissful state of “coming home” and feeling…

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IT IS TIME!!! NOT FOR THE NWO..IT IS THE PEOPLES TIME TO RECLAIM PLANET EARTH

28 May

IT IS TIME!!! NOT FOR THE NWO..IT IS THE PEOPLES TIME TO RECLAIM PLANET EARTH.